Alpha Killian
Chapter 2

I hadn't realized my mother, father and Sabrina had made their way outside at the sound of theblack sedan pulling into the driveway. I could hardly contain my excitement at my brother's returnhome. I thought fluttering to the forefront of my mind that gave me some semblance of hope;maybe my brother would help me skip this horrid ball. If anyone understood my absolute dislikingto the thought of having a mate, it was my brother, Derek. The thought made my stomach flutterwith happiness, and my wolf grumble angrily.

My wolf, Sierra, only wanted what was best for me. She protected and supported me more thaneven Derek did, but that doesn't mean we see eye to eye all of the time. Sierra believes it wouldchange my life to have a mate, I happen to agree with her on that front. I know that replaceing a matewill destroy what bits of me I have stowed away for myself. Having a mate will strip all of that fromme and more, and leave me nothing more than some man's play toy and child incubator. Thethought of some strange man touching me again made me shudder in fear.

"You alright Claire?" Brandon asked, running a hand through his sandy blonde hair. A look ofconcern crossed over his face and I stifled a sigh.

"Yeah, I'm just a little chilly.” I shrugged, keeping my eyes locked on the black sedan.

Finally, after what felt like an hour, the door to the sedan opened and out stepped my brother. Thetwo of us locked eyes as huge grins broke out on our face. As my brother approached me, I took agood look at his face. He practically glowed with happiness as he made his way towards me. He hadthe same blonde hair that my mother and sister had, his build had gotten bigger over the monthsand I wasn't surprised to replace that he towered over me. My brother had always been quite lean likemy mother, but he definitely had gained some muscle. He no longer looked gangly, he lookedstrong, just like a Beta should.

My brother ignored the rest of my family for the moment and wrapped me in his arms. With hisextreme height he had to lift me off the ground so I could reach him. I breathed in his woodsy scentthat always seemed to calm me and give me a level head when I needed it the most.

"Still staying strong I see.” My brother chuckled into my hair as he set my feet back on the ground."Aren't I always?" I smirked, but he could see the truth in my eyes, Derek always could. A knowingsmile played on his lips and I resisted the urge to confess all of my worries to him right there on thespot. Derek always had this calming energy about him, he made you feel like no problem was toobig, like you could solve just about anything with a clear head. I wished I could take some piece ofthat calmness with me wherever I went.

A growl rang out from across the lawn and I quickly took a step away from Derek in shock. Abeautiful, tall brunette came out of the sedan with a shocked expression on her face. I scoldedmyself as I remembered that new mates can become extremely jealous at the smallest thing. Iresisted the urge to snap at her, reminding myself that not everyone is miserable at the thought ofhaving a mate.

"Relax Amber, she's my sister!" Derek called over to her, making a light pink blush form on hercheeks. I watched as she made our way over to us. Amber, my brother's new mate, was beautiful.Her brown hair and brown eyes resembled melted chocolate, as well as the sprinkle of freckles thatadorned her face. While she happened to be tall, she was still much shorter than Derek, and had anathletic figure.

"I am so sorry! I don't know what came over me." She said to me, sounding breathless, herchocolate eyes met my blue ones and she smiled apologetically.

"It's all good. I'm Claire." I replied, wanting to get formalities out of the way.

I heard someone clear their throat and this time I did roll my eyes. Sabrina stepped forward andmade her way up to Derek and Amber, her cold blue eyes roamed over Amber.

"Derek!" She squealed, giving him a long hug and Amber a pointed look. Could Sabrina be anymore ignorant. While I hated the idea of having a mate, I cared if Derek was happy. If having a matemade Derek happy, then I already considered Amber a part of the family.

While Derek welcomed the rest of the family, I made my way over to Amber. Hazel and Brandonfollowed me after saying their hello's to Derek as well. I could hear Derek telling mother and fatherthe story of how he and Amber had met, a story that seemed to be quite interesting.

"Welcome to the family.” I smiled at her, and was surprised to see that her smile met her eyes.

"You don't know how much I appreciate that. Derek talked about you loads, I could tell you'reimportant to him." She replied, a look of relief crossing over her face. I could feel my face break outinto a grin as well, knowing that no matter how the rest of my family feels, I'll always have Derek.And now I'll have Amber as well.

"See, having a mate isn't so bad.” Sierra said smugly.

"Doesn't make me want a mate either way." I replied stubbornly, giving a mental shrug as Sierrahuffed.

"Think the rest of your family will be as welcoming?” I heard Amber ask quietly as she snuck shyglances to the rest of my family. I looked on at them and watched as my father clapped Derek onthe back, his face beaming with pride that someday he would have grandpups running around,continuing on the family line.

"That depends on how submissive you are." I hear Hazel say, sarcasm dripping from her voice.

"I heard this pack was big on being submissive to your mate, but I didn't believe it. Things aren't likethat in my pack, you're more equals than anything.” She replied confused. I couldn't help but besurprised at her words. I never noticed how other packs interact with their mates, so I couldn't tellthe difference either way.

"Don't let them boss you around though.” I stated, my mouth set in a thin line.

"Sometimes men need their heads knocked straight.” Hazel laughed, giving Brandon a pointed lookthat caused him to raise his hands in surrender.

"Oh, most definitely not.” Amber replied, a sly glint in her eyes which made me like her even more."I think we're going to get along swimmingly.” I laughed along with Hazel.

After a while of chatting amongst ourselves, my mother, father and sister began to head inside.Before the screen door shut, I could hear my mother calling Derek and Amber inside, telling them tocome grab some lunch. I took this chance to ask Derek about the idea that had formed in my mind,my desperate attempt to get out of attending this summer's Moon Ball.

"Derek, before you go in can I talk to you?" I asked quickly, causing him to raise his eyebrow at myworried face.

"What's up, something wrong?" Derek frowns at me, wrapping his arm around Amber's slenderwaist. I keep my eyes plastered on Derek's face, trying to keep the blood from rushing to my face."The Moon Ball... Sabrina told mother that I would try to skip out and now she won't let me. Canyou help me out? You know how I feel about all of that." I tried to keep my voice even, but I couldn'thelp the uneasy tone that had taken over. I watched as Amber frowned at me, then looked to Derekfor an explanation. A knowing look flashed over Derek's eyes as he recalled exactly what hadhappened that night.

"Claire..." Derek trailed off; his eyebrows closely knit together. I could tell that he was thinking longand hard about something.

"Could I speak to Claire alone... if that's alright with you guys.” Derek asked, looking between Hazeland Brandon with a serious expression on his face.

"Yeah sure, we're going to be in my car down the street. When you're done, we can go shopping!"Hazel said smiling at me, but I could tell she was still confused.

"Do you mind if Amber stays?" Derek asked sincerely. I could tell by the look in his eyes that if Iwanted him to send her inside, he would.

"..She can stay." I nodded, instantly regretting my answer.

"Where to begin..." Derek trailed off, his hand coming up to run through his blonde hair. I noticedthe gesture from my father, he would do the same thing when he was stressed out. Their hairseemed to be constantly a mess from all the times they run their hands through it. I kept my mouthshut and rolled my bottom lip in between my teeth; anxiety flooded through my veins as Ianticipated what he was about to say.

"Claire... I think replaceing a mate would help you." Derek said slowly, a sad look coming over his face. Ikept my eyes trained on his, not wanting to look at Amber's confused gaze.

"Derek, it wouldn't. I can't give a mate what they want." I replied adamantly, my arms snakingaround my body as if I could protect myself from the words he was speaking.

"You might be surprised Claire... Not everyone is like mom and dad. Your mate is made to love you,help you, and heal you. It could fix what's been broken inside of you for so long.” Derek spokesoftly, but the words didn't lessen the blow of what he was saying. Why did everything have tocome down to replaceing a mate. I felt as though I had no say in my life, what I wanted didn’t seem tomatter, the only purpose I had was replaceing a mate.

"You're wrong." I said choked out, turning so they couldn't see the tears that sprung to my eyes."Tell mother I went shopping with Hazel." I managed to shout as I turned and began walking downthe street. Derek didn't try to stop me; he knew that I needed some time right now.

Don't cry, don't cry. I chanted this to myself a hundred times, willing the tears to dry and fade frommy eyes. After a few deep breaths, a headache, and a small pep talk, I made my way to Hazel's redFord Fusion that was parked down the road. I plastered a fake smile on my face as I hopped into thepassenger seat, and ignored the confused stares from my friends. The knot in my stomach that wasonce forgotten, was now growing at an unprecedented rate.

"So... he's going to help you?" Hazel asked in a confused voice, her disappointment shining throughher words. I ignored the stab of pain that made its way to my chest and answered honestly.

"No, he thinks replaceing a mate will be good for me. I disagree, but whatever. I'm just going to try tomake the best of it, and if I happen to replace an opening to escape then I will." I shrugged as if it wasno big deal, but in reality, my insides were reeling.

"That means I'm going too then.” Brandon shrugged, giving me a small smile. Something in his eyesseemed different, something was off. I tried to make a mental note to ask him about it when wewere alone.

"Dress shopping it is!" Hazel shouted as she put her car in drive and slammed on the gas.