Chapter 8 Atlas pinched the bridge of his nose , exhaustion pressing down on him like a weight he couldnt shake .

He returned to the estate .

Everything was exactly as it had always been .

My books still lined the shelves .

My favorite mug sat on the kitchen counter .

The faint trace of my perfume lingered in their bedroom .

It was as if I had never left .

As if the past twenty four hours hadnt shattered everything .

He sank onto the leather couch , his gaze locking onto the enormous wedding portrait that hung in the center of the living room .

The image had always been there , but tonight , for the first time , he really saw it .

The bride and groom stood side by side , facing each other , their hands entwined .

To an outsider , they looked like the perfect couple .

But if one looked close there was something else .

A quiet sorrow lingering in both of their eyes .

I hadnt understood it before .

But now , I did .

The sadness in his gaze ? It was because he had married a woman he believed he didnt love .

In the beginning , we had treated each other like old friends .

Polite .

Respectful .

But always with an invisible wall between us .

Until that night .

That night when Atlas had come home reeking of whiskey , his composure undone , his defenses lowered .

He had pinned me beneath him , his breath uneven , his voice raw as he murmured my name over and over again like a prayer .

Celeste .

Celeste .

Celeste .

18:00 Backup Girl No More : Adios To My V Card and My First Love 36.7 % Chapter 8 I hadnt pushed him away .

Instead , I had kissed him first .

A hesitant touch that quickly turned desperate .

That night , something between us had snapped .

There was no more distance .

Only tangled sheets , whispered names , and two hearts pressed so close together it was impossible to tell where one ended and the other began .

From that night on , we had become what the world believed them to be an inseparable couple .

A husband and wife who belonged together .

And Atlas had convinced himself that what he felt for me was just guilt .

That every birthday surprise he planned , every moment he spent by my side , every time he looked at me and felt something tighten in his chest- It was all guilt .

Nothing more .

But now , he finally realized the truth .

Atlas clenched his jaw , his hands curling into fists .

In the day to day moments of our life together , in the small intimacies we had shared , he had fallen in love with me .

And he hadnt even noticed .

His eyes squeezed shut , his mind flooding with images of me .

The way I laughed , eyes crinkling at the corners .

The way I looked in the mornings , hair messy , skin warm from sleep .

Then another image surfaced my face , pale with pain .

His eyes flew open , his breath coming in ragged gasps .

His hands trembled as he looked down at the medical report still clutched between his fingers .

A sharp , unbearable pain tore through his chest , unlike anything he had ever felt before .

Atlas , dont be sad , a soft voice cooed from behind him .

Slender arms wrapped around his shoulders , a familiar floral scent filling the air .

Atlas stiffened .

For a brief , wild moment , his heart leaped with hope Celeste , she had come back .

He turned abruptly , pulling the figure into a desperate embrace , his voice rough and frantic .

Celeste , youre back, he murmured against her hair .

Dont leave me .

I wont divorce you .

Ill fix everything just let me spend the rest of my life making it up to you , please- and My First Love 37.0 % Chapter 8 A long pause .

The body in his arms remained unnaturally still .

Then a quiet , tremulous inhale .

And a voice that wasnt hers .

Atlas … its me , Ivy whispered .

A suffocating silence filled the space between them .

For one long, agonizing moment , Atlas remained still .

Then , realization crashed into him like a tidal wave .

He pushed her away .

Ivy stumbled back , her expression faltering .

His gaze , once desperate , was now cold , cutting through her like ice .

Youre not Celeste , he said , his voice sharp enough to wound .

He took a step back , as if repulsed .

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