Mika
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“We are gathered here today to celebrate the life of JamieGoodwin.” The priest speaks as weeps are heard all over room. My tears threatento spill as I sit in the front silently, her mother who paid no attention toher, crying the loudest.

I killed her, I killed the love of my life because she wasturning into me, she would have become worse than me, but, I still killed her,Jamie. I feel a tap on my shoulder as I snap out of my day dream to see no oneleft in the ceremony, just the coffin at the front and the priest, “Mika,” Levispeaks making me turn and look at him to see a crying Jasper and Charlie.

I shake my head and look back away looking down at my hands,“leave me,” I sob.

I feel arms wrap around me, I look to my left to see orangehair in my face, Charlie, “It’s never going to be the same, I know, but, shewill be re born, after all, that’s what she wished happens when an angel dies,”he cries into my neck.

I sigh and look up at the coffin, “I’m going to talk toher,” I mumbles and stand up walking over to the coffin to see her headstitched back on and her skin pale. The tears flow over my cheeks as I reach inand touch her cold cheek. She’s so beautiful… I grab the paper out of my pocketand place it in her hand closing it.

“Let’s go,” Jasper cries as grabs my shoulder.

‘To my dearest Jamie,

I haven’t lovedsomeone as much as I love you,

It hurts so much notto be by your side,

Not to be with you,

I know you thought youweren’t perfect, but,

You’re perfect to meand always will be,

I love you angel.’ -Mika