My Secret, My Bully, My Mates.
Chapter 0144

Chapter 0144

Chapter 0144 "We all need to report to dad after school, all warriors fifteen and older are going to start runningpatrols. He wants to pair underage warriors with seasoned warriors so we can all learn the routesand procedures. Ride with us or don't, it's up to you, but we're all going to the same place." Samhuffs at both of us, still not looking at me, before heading off to get lunch. The rest of the guys stand in the hallway a little longer just staring at us, then they all walk away aswell. "Well they must really be pissed at me if Sam is the one giving the cold shoulder. You should go sitwith them, you both do not deserve to be caught up in the BS between the twins, Oliver and I. Iswear I will be okay on my own for a little bit. I promise I will even sit close enough for you to keepan eye on me. I look at Sierra, who's staring longingly at Sam's retreating back I walk away, not waiting for her to respond, to a corner table no one is occupying, my appetite is lostafter realizing what my behavior is doing to my friends' relationship. This time I can't just give inwhen they say sorry though. Their opinion won 't change, but neither will mine. It's nice and quiet over here. Most people don't like it because it is tucked into a corner, you cannotsee a portion of the lunch room and, more importantly, you can't be seen. I can keep Sierra in mysights, which means she can see me, so Pm technically not alone. I pull out a book from ourstrategies class. We are working through wars that have happened in the last hundred years andanalyzing why they started in the first place, what ultimately ended them and how each side waseither successful or failed. Our teacher also posed the question of should they have started in thefirst place? I was so caught up in a war that Alpha King Reggie's grandfather fought in, I didn't see my brothersneak up on me. Another downside to this corner is the AC unit blowing across my head making meupwind, I didn't smell him coming up behind me either. "You need to see this from our side, Shorty. Wecan't protect you if you go away and we don't knowwho you'll be with or what they are going to do with you and that scares the sh*t out of all of us." I didn 't look up from my book. "I will accept your

position..." He took a deep breath in, sighed it out loudly and relaxed next to me, but I wasn'tfinished. When you all accept my position. You do not NEED to protect me. Pm sure in our shorttime together you have all at least figured that out. As far as who I will be hanging around with, getover yourselves. Do I need to remind you that until Sierra came, none of you gave two sh*ts whathappened to me, or who I was with. So replace a new excuse for your behavior. Just because you carenow doesn't change that. I am doing my best to not hold that against you, but it's hard when yourarchaic misogynistic sides come out in all their flying colors." "That's not fair, you never said anything, never asked for help, never complained. Had you saidsomething we would have stepped in sooner." I take a deep calming breath, I cannot lose my temper here. "Did you just say it's my fault that dadtreated me the way he did? Pawned me off on a nanny who wasn't allowed to do more than feedme and get me to school. Or that getting bullied was my fault? What happens to me now, I will fullyown, it is my choice to take the burdens of those younger and weaker than me, but not originally.You did not take notice and I won't let you put that blame on rne_ I am full on glaring at him now."I'm not going to let you make me feel guilty for how you feel now. "That's not what I said., and you know it." "That's exactly what you just said! At least I know how you really feel. It won't matter howmanytimes I beat you and the guys, you all think you are better than me and that I need you and can'tsurvive life without you. Thank you for clarifying Mateo, excuse me, I have class to get to." I shovedeverything in my bag and got up to leave. I wasn't waiting for anyone to catch up with me. I got to our Health and healing class and made my way to the backof the room in the corner, hopingthat people would sit around me and none of them could come near me. I was not lucky enoughthough, no one was going to mess with the guys looking the way they did when they came in theroom. Sierra sat next to me, Oliver in front of me, Mateo diagonal, and Sam, Kota and Cam finishedout the back row next to Sierra. Again we all only speak when necessary, but you could cut thetension in the room with a knife. If this keeps up, I may go to the Luna and see if I can just finish myclasses remotely. This is ridiculous.