Once Broken By My Alpha Mate
Chapter 48

Days, nights and weeks have passed and I barely got to see Nathaniel. He would be patrolling all day and come home exhausted. I would sit in a chair and just stare out the window wondering how my life would've been if nobody has threatened us at the wedding and the wedding actually went on. Would we be on our honeymoon? Would we be announcing to everybody that a pup was on the way?

Many unanswered questions filled my mind with 'What if's'. Some of the pack members would be guarding me every now and then they would ask me if I was alright, I said I was but it was lie but I had to be fine because all I could ever do is sit here and wait if everything is safe and I had a feeling that it would never be safe. It was never safe even before, I was afraid of so many things and now I am afraid of everything.

As each day passed more and more of my happy life was falling apart. Slowly tearing apart, gently passing away. Something I wasn't prepared for, was that happiness slipping right through my fingers. I was just sitting in my chair doing what I had always did the last passed two weeks, waiting for Nathaniel to come home. Right as the door opened and closed I quickly bolted right up and ran to the door to see a very tired Nathaniel standing there. "Hey baby!" he said as he kissed me gently on the lips. The food that I cooked for him was lying right on the table, cold.

"Food is on the table dear," I said as I was making my way to the table but then he lazily dragged his feet to the stairs saying "I'm not hungry babe," Making my heart feel like it just weighed more than it did. "Are you thirsty? Or you want to just sit down and talk?" I said trying to persuade him to spend time with me. "not now dear," he said as he was half way up the stairs. "Okay what about-" I was cut off as he shouted "I"M TIRED SKYE... sorry, I just want to go to bed," he whispered the last part but still it made me flinch and back away just a bit.

I couldn't see my parents nor my friends. Jane was now living with Daniel and I guess both of them were cuddled up in their own cottage. It was okay for Daniel since he wasn't the Alpha but mine was. A tear slipped from my eye as soon as I heard the door to mine and Nathaniel's bed closed. It's been weeks since my wedding incident, maybe it was just a jealous pack member who possibly had a crush on me or Nathaniel and just wanted to scare us. I then went to the table full of food and ate alone.

Again.

Now it had been a month, the search was still on but still no sign of any danger.

I was sitting in my chair as usual

waiting for Nathnaiel's return and as he came right through the door I threw my arms around him. "Hi babe! said as we both kissed each other sweetly. "Wanna go ona picnic?" I asked him against his lips. He pulled away and looked at me as if I had two heads. "You know it is dangerous out there Skye," he said, I rolled my eyes and said "It has been two months! Maybe it was just someone trying to scare us. Besides you'll be with me," he then looked at me with no expression and turned around not saying anything.

Tears were now threatening to pour and I asked at the same time shout "Why? Why do you like pushing me away?" As he turned around to face me, he now saw my face streaming with tears. His face soften and he cooed as he took a few steps towards me "I don't push you away I-" I cut him off by saying and taking a few steps backwards "Yes you do, you go out and patrol trying to replace something that we don't even know if it's out there or not and you come home tired and not wanting to do anything with me," I sobbed out.

He then closed the distance between us and pulled me into a long loving embrace. "I'm sorry Skye, if that's how you feel," he said his voice Sending shivers down my spine. "How about we go out on a stroll around the territory, visit some pack members but we won't go pass the territory alright?" he asked as he pulled away wiping the tears away from my face with his thumb. I nodded with a sweet smile plastered on my face. "but first lets take a

bath," he said as he threw me over his shoulder making me squeal with delight.

He brought me to the shower and brought me under the shower head and sprayed the cold water on me making me scream. He put me down and pinned me against the wall, I was so turned on as Nathaniel now has the wet look and his white shirt hugging his body and drops of water running down his face. His green eyes stared into mine intensely. "I love you Skye," he said as he started kissing my neck making me moan in the process. Our bath was steamy and hot and of course we had a make out session in the bedroom.