The Beginning of The End
Chapter 61

Maddox gently places me down onto the bed, choosing to sit closer to me than he normally would in such a minimart setting. It was relieving in a way, it meant that he was getting more comfortable with me.

It meant that we were getting closer as time went on, and though I haven't been as intimate with him as I have been Ryker, I know that once I am ready, he will be more than happy to devour my body.

Just as he does my mind.

But it makes me wonder, would Maddox be gentle and soft, or would he be violent as he is in every other aspect of his life?

I hope he would be gentle, I'm not sure my small body would handle him otherwise.

I catch myself staring at the way his muscles protrude through his shirt and try to calm the nerves I feel deep in my stomach. It is though butterflies have made their home in my body, flying around without a care in the world.

But I care, and I'm not sure I'm ready for more right now, not when so much is happening all around us.

Maddox clears his throat, "As much as I love to have your eyes on my body." He laughs, "You are supposed to be telling me why Darax has done."

My cheeks heat to a bright shade of scarlet, my entire body running a few degrees too hot.

I wasn't embarrassed because I was staring, I was nervous because of the lustful skint

in his black eyes. It was like they had impossibly gone a shade darker than black.

I couldn't handle it, my body can't handle it.

I clench my thighs, the aching between my legs growing as I shuffle back on the bed, leaning my back against the headboard.

The more space between us the better.

I might actually be able to breathe if we aren't so close.

I might be able to think straight if my eyes can stop tracing the outline of his every muscle.

God, when did I become like this?

When did I start to want a man's body so badly?

"I think he has a power you might not be aware of." I begin, biting the side of my

fingernails. "One minute my mind was focused on wanting to be close to him, and the next... I was replaceing it really hard not to attack him, maybe kill him."

Maddox stares at the wall behind my head, "And your sure these weren't just your feelings?"

He says those words like they are physically impossible to pass his lips.

Maybe it's because I wanted to fuck Darax in that moment, maybe he sensed my lust through the bond and thought it was for him.

Planning your weekend reading? Ensure you're on nov L5s.com for uninterrupted enjoyment. The next chapter is just a click away, exclusively available on our site. Happy reading!

I nod my head, once, hard, fast. "My power brought me back to my senses, it forced whatever it was from my mind." I pause, grabbing his hand. "I don't want anyone but you and Ryker." I shudder a breath. "I really don't know what caused it, but I didn't feel like myself, they didn't even feel like my own thoughts... they felt.. I don't know, foggy." I fight the urge to cry. "I wouldn't betray you like that."

He smiles a little smile, pulling me onto his lap so my legs are at either side of his hips. My pulse quickens, my thighs moisten.

But sex isn't why we are here. I'm trying to tell him what happens when I'm close to Darax, not seduce him.

Though it would be so easy to tear each others clothes off right now, and I can tell he feels it too by the pressure on my ass.

He's hard for me.

He wants to fuck me, and god, that makes me so wet.

"Can we focus for a minute." I say a little too breathlessly.

He laughs again, bouncing me slightly as his entire body shakes, "We can worry about our problems later," he says slowly, "right now I want to taste every inch of your body." He leans forward so his lips almost touch mine. "I want to memorise every curve you have and make your pussy weep with pleasure."

I inhale sharply, trying to fight to urge to smash my lips into his.

My body wants him so bad that it hurts.

But I know that if I do there will be no turning back, if I let him have my body, I am giving up the last piece of myself that I have been holding on to.

I will be his.

I will be Ryker's.

They will own me.

Yet, a part of me likes that idea, it makes my chest swell and my mouth smile.

It makes me wonder what it would be like to stay with them instead of leave, and that

is a dangerous thing.

I'm losing sight of the plan; I'm losing myself to them.

And the worst part is that I'm not sure that I mind.

so i do it, I give him all of me.

I let him devour my body and in return it shatters my mind.